I, My, Me, Mine, Myself

When I have people I am comfortable with around, I am being me; too comfortable that my mom frequently have to "remind" me that I'm a grown-up.

I talk much once I start.
I move a lot, I have problem with staying still, especially when I talk.

Going out visiting places is not necessary for me as I can stay in my room the whole day, just lying on my bed, reading books, watching movies, listening to music.

I tend to overreact when got shocked.
I am easily amazed by others' skill.
I perceive that my art skill is below so-so.
I can swear, luckily I still know where and where to stop.
I can eat the food right after taking it out from the fridge, as long as it's not frozen yah.
I eat with one of my leg lifted to the chair, fortunately I am still aware of when to sit properly.
I start to sing, or at least hum, once the shower is on.
I judge people at the first impression and 'see through' whether I can get along with them in the future.
I am easily distracted when I feel bored.
I continually overthink when deciding.
I habitually curse one's cruelty yet doubt one's kindness.
I realize that I am more people-oriented than goal-oriented.
I would rather console others than being consoled.
I customarily choose to retreat rather than to confront.
I will stay quiet with my mind spinning around when I have problem.
I am often clueless to differentiate between joke and serious talk, thus I joke less just to make sure I won't hurt others with the same cluelessness.

I prefer flats to heels, as I can walk faster.
I prefer sneakers to flats, as I can run.
I prefer pants to skirts, as I can sit more comfortably.
I prefer going out bare face to having make up on, as I can simply clean my face after a long day.
I prefer driving to riding, as I can't ride bicycle.
I prefer driving minivans/SUV to sedans, as I can look taller and people won't think I'm an underage driver.
I prefer ordering the same menu to trying new menus, as I dislike to think hard to choose.

Movie-After-Effect Writing: To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before

Okheii, yeah, I’m back.

So, it’s just another random desire to write late night, you know, after movies.

Just finished watching To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before. Well, to be honest it wasn’t really in my top list in the first hand, but then it nailed. I went through pages of movies reference yesterday midnight and I found this movie after scrolling long list of horror movies on the pages. I did plan to grab the trilogy after I finished my Rainbow Rowell actually, but only after I watched the movie version of the first book. I was not really expecting it to be will-remain-in-my-mind-for-sometime type, yet it is!

It encourages me to grab the other two of the trilogy right after my payday this month!

Okay, I won't write you the synopsis here, or retell incase you’ve watched it and have the same after effect like me. Hahaahahhh…

Well . . . there, I can name the type of this movie as a slice-of-my-life. In the middle of watching, I was like… O God, I feel like reflecting myself! Is that what happened to Lara Jean and Peter Kavinsky, actually happening to young ladies and gents in real life or it’s only me that think . . . , only me *amused with my two index fingers pointing on me*, not to mention again that Lara Jean was called LJ LJ LJ. I think I wrote about me being called LJ by Mr Paul, didn’t I? Well it stands for Lady Jane..Ooo.. I miss him so.

There were scenes where LJ, played by Lara Condor, and PK, played by Noah Centineo, had some deep talk about this and that, and the pauses in those talks kinda made me crazy grrrooooaahhhh. I was like recollecting mine! Just! Not to make it going anywhere, I’ll just share about the during and after effect of the movie. Noah made me think that this English speaking guy is a much more loveable than K-Drama Oppa. Lemme repeat, those Oppas I’ve been watching on dramas are nothing compare to Peter in that movie (Mianhae Oppas, I’m under influence of PK). You must be asking why why why huh . . . I’d been wondering throughout the movie too, and I do have the answer now, I can tell you. Really, it’s like shaping my standard for the gents. Hahhahhh.

PK got that deep & gentle voice, had the gut to take initiatives, he listened (and talked), and plus he drove; Come on, any guys don’t drive this day? You gotta learn if you don’t. Note this please, I’m not talking about the vehicle, okay? It’s about the ability, ability to drive, not the car. Well, it will be jackpot for me if it is told that PK sang >o<. If you watch the movie yourself you gotta realize the tone of the two lead actors’ voice. They both talked with ‘that’ low and deep voice for the scenes where they only had each other.

O God! I frantically wanna have someone with that deep and manly voice!

Gees! I still can't forget how PK sounded every time he came to LJ, how the first word always started with warm deep voice and both eyes looking straight to LJ’s (ahhh.. I can't do this. I think I have problem with close eye contact. Thus! I tend to avoid for-two-awkward-questions). Co cwiewtt! I wonder if boys can be crazy of soft and girly voice too XD.

I personally don’t know whether I will like the book or even interested to read the rest of Jenny Han’s if I didn’t watch the movie first. However, I do admit that trilogy, tetralogy, pentalogy (and so on logies) film adaptations help reader to visualize the characters and it makes reading a lot more fun.

The second last line of PK in the film: You gotta trust . . . *with 'that' deep and manly voice I'm under influence  of*